Life is funny sometimes. Like when you think you're better off with things being one way and 6 months later you realize that you really need things to be another way. I know, that's such a vague sentence, but I'm hesitant to talk in depth about my "job". You know, the one that pays the bills and takes up 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. But suffice it to say....it's been a challenge to be content the past few months. And that...is all I'll say on that.
I often wonder if I'm the only one out there who's constantly searching for the proverbial pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? I'm blessed, beyond blessed. But there's so much that I want for my life and at times I feel so stuck. But, maybe I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be at this exact moment. Maybe I'm supposed to be not so crazy about my career. Maybe I'm supposed to be tackling my health head on yet slowly. Maybe I haven't re-opened the Etsy shop because the time just isn't right and I need to have better content.
Or maybe I just need to stop worrying about what should be and just live each day as it comes, dealing with losses and gains with grace and be thankful that I have the life I have. So many do not.
One thing I do know is that 2015 is going to be full of more flowers and here's the first of many floral posts to come. And hey, thanks for listening to my little rant/stream of consciousness:)
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